Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Through many trials, and toils and snares

As I look back at the past month, a lot has happened. Many things have just shot in a completely different direction than I expected and I suppose it is because often enough my will is not God's will.

I am almost at the point of feeling like too much has happened. I am an emotional dude, I use my emotions onstage, I am able to connect within and just know what's going on. Although much has gone on, I realize that more is yet to come, and whatever it is, I must rely on God and see more of him and less of me. This life on earth is not guaranteed to be filled with happy days, days full of financial prosperity and tons of stuff. What's guaranteed is that God is love, God will provide, and God will return. He might not provide how we were hoping, but HE WILL DO SOMETHING.

Even if we think it's nothing, something much bigger is going on.


This week, I have had the privilege of being loved by God, friends, and family. Having God send people to surround me and encourage me, because life has been one big curveball lately. Thanks be to God for his mercy and grace.

I'll make it through, these things shall pass, and I will emerge a stronger man.

Thanks for the love ya'lll

Keep it reals,

Shado
Joshua 1:9
Phil 4:4-7


Blessed Be the Tie that Binds

1. Blessed be the tie that binds
Our hearts in Christian love;
The fellowship of kindred minds
Is like that to that above.

2. Before our Father's throne
We pour our ardent prayers;
Our fears, our hopes, our aims are one
Our comforts and our cares.

3. We share each other's woes,
Our mutual burdens bear;
And often for each other flows
The sympathizing tear.

4. When we asunder part,
It gives us inward pain;
But we shall still be joined in heart,
And hope to meet again.

5. This glorious hope revives
Our courage by the way;
While each in expectation lives,
And longs to see the day.

6. From sorrow, toil and pain,
And sin, we shall be free,
And perfect love and friendship reign
Through all eternity.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXsYaBQGbM0


This right there describes me at the moment, and hopefully for a lifetime

Relying on the strength of an Everlasting God, can I get an AMEN!!!!!!?

So I haven't really ever done a blooowg about my summer, or what has really been going on since I returned from my amazing summer filled with God's intense teachings. So let me lay down a phat track for all you cats;

1. Decision to go to Barakel for the summer (best decision ever)
2. Became a YAP, not a counselor (wise decision on Dave's part)
3. Started studying James
A. Two major points I got from James (there are tons more, but it's 1230am)
1. Your actions begin in your mind
2. Your conduct begin in your thoughts
3. Why do I do what I do? Why do I respond the way I do? (James 4:1-10)
4. Psalm 51 (specifically v10-12)
A. It's become a major part of my prayer life, for God to clean my heart, to renew me each day and look for the joy in his salvation.
5. East to West visits Barakel (holy pete, what an awesome crew, had an amazing jam session that really gave me a new thought as to where God could take me in life!!!!)
6. Became a counselor (Wahoo! I loved my boys, one of them caught a 26in pike!)
7. His Ability Week.......wow, whatta week of inspiration and Godly people
8. Went home to.............?????????????
9. School
10. Blessings since School has started
A. Voice teacher (the dude who molds me for a professional singing career) is a Christian, all of a sudden he is more than a teach, but also a bro who is keeping me accountable and keeping me encouraged, YES!
B. Guitar prof- leads bible study for musicians, AMAZING YO'S!
C. PDizz- this Psalm 139 guru has been an amazing mentor in my life, grateful for him so hard
D. Able to pay my bizzills.
E. A roof over my head, food to eat, and a car to get to class with
F. HIS love peace joy salvation grace mercy
11. Future

Man you just got 11 tracks fo' free!!!! Praise God!!!! Hahahaha

So, having a talk with one of my sister's in Christ, just catching up, and she leaves me with a word of scripture for encouragement. Some of you may or may not know, but I commute to school. It's a decent little drive, and my car was involved in an accident two weeks ago. I borrow my dads truck, but his brakes go out last thursday. I really thought I was fine with it, just took it at face value, hey it's a car, I have my life....la dee da. Then the brakes went, and I was like a little shaken, here I was doing okay in midst of trial, and it just came again. I was discouraged, but of course that famous example of Job always humbles me to realizing....it could always be worse. I do have my car back now, I am waiting on getting some windows in it, but hey....it's drivable, Blessed be the name of the Lord.

So, as this bloowg gets wrapped up (I have an exam in less than 12 hours), let me leave all my brotha's and sista's with some word.

James 1:12
"God blesses those who patiently endure testing and temptation. Afterward they will recieve the crown of Life that God has promised to those that love Him."

Endure ya'll! Be encouraged!! God has better rewards for you than this world could ever offer!!!

Make War, Love God

Paz,

Jason